January 2022 – .˙· 𓆝.° ｡˚𓆛˚｡ °.𓆞.° ｡˚𓆝˚｡ °.𓆛.° ｡˚𓆞 .˙

Hello! A lot happened in this dream so I won’t write everything that happened…not because I don’t want to write everything but mainly because I don’t remember all the details. Anyways, here’s my dream from last night:

It started out in England and I was with Lucas, and we were doing a bunch of stuff together. We were nearing the end of my trip there though, so a majority of the time spent with him was wondering about when we should leave to get to the airport. I was super sad during all of this because I really didn’t want to leave him. Plus I had a pretty bad night in real life before falling asleep, so going through something this sad again wasn’t really a great feeling. Anyways…we were exploring around York again in my dream, but it was a bit different this time. There were more stores that we were interested in, and they were way more congested than how they were in the real York. We stopped at a lot of them and looked in to see what was going on,, and it was just super fun. I miss him a lot. So when it was time to go to the airport we packed all my things and apparently the airport was super close so we didn’t have to take a train from York to the airport. On the way there, we made a stop at someplace that I think I viewed as a hotel? But it was probably just part of the airport…anyway we stopped in there and got ourselves some food and I drew on my iPad a little. It was a lot of fun, but during all of it, I couldn’t help but think about how I was running out of time. Eventually, it was time to get on the plane and leave, so we headed up there and for some reason, Lucas was able to stay with me up until the very point I had to get on the plane. I spent some time saying goodbye to him and I boarded.

Hello! I originally had written this introduction post in January, but since then have hated how I worded it so I am going to rewrite it for the third time and hope it isn’t too embarrassing to get through. I think I just don’t like writing about myself at all. Anyways, let’s get into this.

I am 22 years old as of recently and I moved out about two years ago to live on my own. Living on my own has brought its own challenges with it, such as taking care of myself and getting along with my roommates. My current roommates are great, my old ones not so much…Maybe one day I will write a post complaining about all the things that went down with my old roommates because it honestly doesn’t even seem real! As of writing this, I am not in school but I do want to be. I am hoping to go back in the fall this year and continue my chemistry degree. I’m not sure what I want to do with it, because thinking about the future of my life and career stresses me out to no end, but I’m sure I’ll have some idea after I get through the two years of gen-ed classes I have to get through before I can even work on my degree anyways. I went for a semester a couple years back but failed out due to a large list of reasons that I don’t really want to get into, but I do believe that I have a better shot this time.

I have a variety of interests which include things like art, music, tv shows, movies, etc. I do notice that all of those are forms of media, and I do hope that one day I am able to put enough effort of mine into something that isn’t just consuming media but that day isn’t here yet. I do enjoy tarot cards though, and I believe that I am quite good at reading them as my friends have told me that. I am curious about things and I like to learn about anything and everything, it’s just up to my brain if it wants to retain that information. That is actually one of the things on the list of reasons why I failed out of that one semester at college. Anyways, I also love to travel. I think if I had to name the one thing in my life that brings me the most joy, it definitely would be traveling. When I posted this originally, I had just gotten back from a trip to England which was the time of my life. I want to go back so badly but I don’t have the money and it would be a bit stupid to force myself into another country without any kind of experience or degree.

In my original post, I didn’t write much past this so I won’t add anything else as I am kind of in a bit of a hurry to get ready to go to work. Oh! I do work basically full time currently. It’s exhausting but I don’t mind working where I do, I just don’t envision myself staying here for much longer. I do have high expectations for myself so working a minimum wage job for any longer than I already am without being in school feels like I am a bit of a failure.

Well anyway, I’ll wrap this up here. Thank you for reading and I hope I don’t seem as boring as I feel I am describing myself as I’m writing this. It’s a bit difficult to get across who I am as a person when I am asked to describe myself, so I hope you are able to get a better idea of who I am as you read through my other posts. Thank you and goodbye!

Month: January 2022

Trying to find a nice pool

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