It has been a short while since I have last written on here, even longer since Iβve last published something. I am currently at a point in my life where I feel like nothing I do holds enough worth to even bother to have it uploaded to my anonymous blog with no consistent readers. I feel extremely sad, and I have felt this sad for quite some time now, it has only just gotten to a point where I can no longer stay above water. Every day, there are new things that come into my life to bring me new reasons to feel worse about myself and the life that I live. I have tried a lot of things to try and distract myself from this, or try and do as much as to actually get professional help for the things that are causing this disconnect from the rest of the world. Nothing I do is enough though, unfortunately.
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